This is an experimental piece. It's going to focus on a very touchy subject. That subject being self-harm and suicide. This is also the reason I'm posting it here. I'm giving you plenty of warning before you read this so you have lots of time to back out.
If the subject matter makes you uncomfortable, fine. Don't keep reading it, then. Just stop. I'm not in your house with a gun to your head making you read this.
For those that still want to read it, I'm not expecting you to enjoy one minute of this.